Tornado Fox

Had two similar dreams the other morning. The first....

Nina and I were driving into town and noticed a bunch of cars pulling over the side of the road and people were crawling into the ditch right before 129.Cars were everywhere. I curled into the ditch while I looked up towards the sky. OUt of the corner of my eye I spotted a swirl in the sky. I immediately started freaking out. I was going to die there. I mean....I was stuck in the middle of nowhere while cars sat all around. Surely they would be the death of me when the wind picked them up. Nina yelled at me to go with this stranger to a safer place. I left Nina there and went to what is now called "Fat Boys". I got into a truck with the stranger and in the front seat was Megan Fox. Can we say awesome dream? Loll 

We started the engine and started to drive down 25. That's when the tornado started slinging snake like things at us. For some reason the windows were down and Megan got bit. We continued down the road watching for these snakes and looking for better security from the tornado. And I awoke. 

The second dream didn't have any beauty in it at all. Megan was unfortunately not in this one. Dad, our neighbor Roger, and Viola were all lying in the ditch in front of dad’s house. I called Roger my grandpa. I could feel the wind and see the cars flying over us. After the tornado had passed we ran to make sure it was over. The tornado swirled into the sky and became unseen. So then we took a look around at the damage. I think the worst damage was losing my "grandpa" in the ditch. He drown once the water rose. We continued looking around until I woke. 

Throat Stabbing

So, I am not sure why I had this dream or even what it was all about. I haven't watched any scary movie in a long time, so I’m not sure why my brain was on this topic. The first dream I had last night was that I was stabbed in the throat. I was busy looking out the door peep hole when I turned around to a man in a black caped coat. I couldn't see his face, just the long jagged knife in his hands. The next thing I know I am on the ground begging him to please stop. He stabbed me in the throat. The freaky part is that I feel as though I could feel it in real life. I felt the weird piercing feeling as he jammed it farther down.Weirdddd! 

Always Looking Down Upon Me

I woke up crying this morning from the dream I had last night. I have had a similar incident like this a few years ago, and I love having them. Last night I dreamed that my mother was here. 

It was a pretty large house that we were in. I don't really remember the beginning of the dream I guess because that wasn't the important part. I remember running downstairs because it was time for my wedding ceremony to start. On the way downstairs I passed my mother and grandmother on the steps. When I say mother I am referring to the mother that passed when I was four years old. My only mother, I only clarified that for anyone reading (which I just recently angered the only person that reads these, so I doubt anyone else is) so that they aren't confused with my biological mother. My mother was very ill and grandma was carrying her up the stairs. I asked her to please stop climbing the stairs and to see me in my dress. That's every little girls dream is for her mother to see her. I quickly got dressed and showed her. Soon after that she passed away, and I woke up. 

When I said that I have had an incident like this before, I once thought that I heard my mother tell me to get up for school. My dad usually turns the light on and tells me to get up. One morning I woke up to what sounded like my mother’s voice telling me to get out of bed I was about to miss the bus. The light was also turned on. But when I finally opened my eyes, the light was off, and no one in the house was awake. I was in fact about to miss the bus. I think she was really there. And I also think that my dream last night was her telling me that she will be there for me on my wedding day. Her dying in the dream was her way of telling me that she will be watching over from heaven. 

I love these dreams. Though they sometimes hurt, it’s an amazing feeling to see her face, and to know that she is there and will always be. 

Wedding Day!

As the title says this past dream was about my wedding day. I assume that since it's getting closer to date that I am having fears about the actual day. I have not met stressed yet, but I know that that brat is right around the corner! 

I was getting ready for the ceremony. I was putting on my makeup, my shoes, dress, and of course in a rush to do all of that. It was time to walk down the aisle. The music began playing and I grabbed my dad's arm. Dun, Dun, DUN, Dun...."OMG where is my veil?" I started freaking out. How could I forget my veil? In the meantime of my panic the guests had started standing. But how in the world could I walk down the aisle without my veil? 

I ran to the store and bought my veil. 

IN THE MIDDLE OF MY WEDDING! lol

The guests were very impatient when I got back. My dad dragged me down the aisle while I was shouting, "Dad I am going to trip!" Finally the ceremony had started. I took a look around and the guests were fanning themselves impatiently. The minister just says, "Do you do?" We both say yes, and then that's it! I turn to the right and receive a drink from the caterer, the guests stood up and ran to the reception room, and we signed the papers. What a wedding I thought! I was so sad standing there at the altar.

I KNOW that there are more dreams like this to come-and I dread them. It's tough enough planning, let alone having nightmares about the big day. 

A Maze of Nancy

Last night’s dream has a meaning behind it. So before I start with the dream I need to give you the background. 

My sister became a foster parent and adopted my childhood friend when I was in sixth grade. We used to play together, laugh together, and even make each other cry. But I mean that's what friends do! I have so many good memories of us as children. I most certainly remember her popping my red balloon. I only remember this because she used to rub it in my face about how I cried like a baby over a balloon. My most vivid memory of the two of us would be when we first met. My grandmother invited her over to play one late afternoon. I remember she came through the back fence and plopped right on the couch beside me. She must have been more anxious than me, because I just sat there. I guess you could say I was shy. Who am I kidding-that was an understatement. 

Nancy and I grew up together as our lives changed. The one thing that didn't change was that I could always count on her. She was considered my niece after the adoption, but who really wanted to explain that to someone? So we called each other sisters. 

I was always jealous of Nancy growing up. It seemed as though she always did the right thing. I was the black sheep of the family. The one always getting caught, always grounded, always bringing home c's on the report card, and the one who never did anything right (that’s how it seemed at least). Nancy was a bright student, always did her chores, and seemed to always do the right things, but that all changed this past year.

It was ten thirty at night when I got a call from my dad. I was kind of worried because my dad never calls me that late. I pick up the phone and my dad is at the other end. He says in a mocking way, “Guess who got married?” I guessed so many names but Nancy was never one of them. After all Nancy had only been with her boyfriend for 4 months.

But I was completely of chart. Nancy had run off and got married 2 months after knowing this guy. She hid the fact for 2 complete months. Her own parents weren’t aware. We don’t know this guy and will never have the chance because she moved to Alaska. Yes! That’s right-Alaska!

This whole process has been horrible for our family. We feel as though Nancy has betrayed us. She didn’t tell us about getting married, she has lied to us over and over, and she has given up on who she is for this boy. (I say boy because he is only 18) We have heard a lot of negative things about this boy. We have heard that he is mean to her, that he wants to get her pregnant for the money, that they only got married for the money, etc. He seems like the type to beat her, and we tried to explain to Nancy that she doesn’t know him. We tried to explain that he could move her up there and abuse her. But she didn’t listen. She cut us off from her life and ran. I haven’t heard from Nancy since.

So! Here was the dream.

My sister and I get notification from someone that Nancy is in town. We heard that she ran back home but didn’t want to tell anyone. Apparently she was hiding out at the mall. So off we go!

We get to the mall and get handed these wrist bracelets. The guard says that they are used to track Nancy.

We rush up the stairs. The mall becomes a maze in my dream. I am running up and down stairs, into hallways, and through the many doors. In one door I see my cousin asking how to dance. So I show her how to booty dance. On the screen is a copy of the maze/mall. I see the dot that is supposed to be Nancy. She is right next door. Then I run into the other room.

There is Nancy in the corner crying. She is wearing a wedding veil. I am assuming it was in my dream to show that Nancy was married?! I run to her and ask her what is wrong. She tells me how Kyle beat her in Indiana. I asked her why she didn’t call home and she says she didn’t want to make my sister happy that she was right. I told her that we only want the best for her and we love her. She runs off. I tried to catch her, but she was gone. So I continue running through the maze to find her. I run upstairs and some creepy killer man comes running after me. So I tell myself, “Don’t go up those stairs again.” Of course I do by accident because it’s a maze.

After the man runs after me again, I wake up!

This was a scary dream because I hope that it never comes true. Even though Nancy has upset me, and has really hurt my family, we will always be there for her. No matter what we say! 

horoscope

This was my horoscope for today. STRANGE!

Your Daily Horoscope

You might not have heard from a close friend in a long time and worry a little, Capricorn. Perhaps this person wasn't well the last time you talked. If you can, it might be a good idea to call. Strange and unsettling dreams could plague your sleep tonight, but don't get too agitated. They aren't prophetic in any way. The symbols probably represent nothing more than psychic detritus released through sleep.

Awe

I had another dream of the same "Jacob" I have dreamed of before. I am NOT in the writing mood so here is the story.

We were at school, and were going on a field trip. I was engaged at the time-yes, to JJ. I got on the bus, and there was Jacob. He was gorge (in the dream). He knew how to make me smile, he knew how to hold me, he told me things that made me feel warm inside. He was Jacob. And I had a crush on him. We chatted the whole time on the bus. When we got to where ever we were going, we sat on the steps. We spoke of what we wanted in the future, his ex girlfriend (who I believe his still his girlfriend), and we spoke about JJ. It was something like this, "O yeah, I am engaged!" About that time JJ came down the steps. Gosh he was so beautiful. He was wearing a red shirt, a chain, his face was so presh, so clean, and his smile was amazing. He looked like MY JJ. And he was. As soon as he appeared in my view, I fell in love again. I left Jacob sitting on the stairs as JJ took me in his arms. He was MY fiancé, and he did all of the things Jacob did but more. I was in awe of him. 

I am in awe of him every day. He amazes me in every way! I love him.

The End.